A Million Songs...

A million songs, each passing through.Leaving something, taking another along. Rustling thoughts like dried leaves on a lonely sidewalk, some rainy November...This one's for you Nav...for each moment you capture in my soul...like a colorful polaroid.Each line; a memory Time left behind.

"...I've kissed your lips and held your hand.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

I am here for you if you'd only care.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bare my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me...."

TOOK WHAT'S MINE BY ETERNAL RIGHT.TOOK YOUR SOUL OUT INTO THE NIGHT.

DistantSTAR

Thinking of you, in my sleeplesssolitudetonight, ifitswrongtoloveyou then my heartjustwont let me be right..vividly Emblazoned in my mind and yet YOU'RESOFAR, like a DistantStar I'm wishing on Tonight.....

NeverEndingDeadEnd

Tuesday, 20th February 2007

8.55 p.m.

Do you love

Do you need love

When your angels shout

Is your heart strung out

When your angels fall

Have you lost it all

Do you love

Do you need love

When your angels cry

Does your spirit die ?

ReVelatioNsReFlecTions

Saturday, 17th February 2007
1.40 a.m.

"Pieces Of You"

~Jewel~

"She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her?

She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?

She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.

She's an ugly girl, does she make you feel safe?

Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her

'Cause she's pieces of you?..."

Coming Undone

Friday, 16th February 2007
23:36

Been eons..long..way too long...years at end have zipped by since I've been here.Sudden influxes of thought cloud my mind and force these words out of my deeper shell..Even the flair for penning appears to have slipped away, not unlike everything else that seems to be, at this perplexing juncture of my existence.

Puzzled.Plagued.In Pain...

Insecurities...they creep in..silent yet pervasive even encompassing...coupled with yearning for selective affection.

Sold my soul to buy your love. Keep awake to mourn these tears.

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Go if you have to , leave if you want to.

Just dun keep me hanging.

The indifference kills.

Day by day.

Second after second.

Stronger.

Deeper gashes.

Till blood runs dry.